But in the down...

If your bored in the meantime.... Cut Off Your Hands!

Wow... no way

So people actually read this blog? Can I just say thanks?

I found out the other day some few read this stuff, and to me, thats the coolest comment I've received in a long time. The mere fact that anyone is interested or entertained by what I have to say or just ponder about means a lot to me. It drives me to produce more, become more creative, and channel that creativity to a whole new level.

The readers have spoken, and I will respond with even better material.

From now on, more song lyrics I've written will be shared, more emotions and interpersonal progressions I create will be spoken, and I will further expose my mind to publicity, in an effort to understand what I think.

And to a certain few, prepare your self for the musical journey about to take place. Because some loud shit is about to come blaring to a town near you. No not your own town, but you'll fucking hear these tunes loudly from your neighbor.

Long Live Slow Hand Blues Boogie!

Name

Evil to Enemy

Misguided?

I am tired. Not sleepy tired like I would prefer, but just tired. Ever get the feeling there is something out there you just can't seem to find or realize? That itch that can never be scratched, the one thing you can't think of? Same concept but in a broad sense as to a greater whole you know exists but don't know what or how to come across it.

I've been doing a lot of thinking, a lot of seeing, a lot of realizing recently, and truthfully it's all lead me really quite nowhere. Strangely enough that is a good and bad thing... Inevitable as reality is laid out for me, I have no problem dabbling in dark parts because the whole time means simply nothing. Maybe thats why I've been sensing around aimlessly...

Who knows... more important matters to deal with first. Mostly everything is going great right now. Jammed with a friend at my job and his buddies during the snow day. Felt free again being able to conspire my thoughts with others to produce some near perfect jams. Reminds me immediately of the Consciousness I experienced being able to play music with others back in High School. That is something I miss and have been finally doing something about and establishing. Looking forward to hopefully finding the right people to do something special.

Well, I've got other matters to attend to. If you think I'm unhappy, my response would be:

American Rocknrolla

Ladies and Gentleman, I am now introducing the new... American Rocknrolla.

No.... Not Johnny Quin style... I mean American style! Embrace British inspiration, yet add a next funky American twist on it.

Fight only Fist to Fist

Wear tight hoodies

Embellish into everything you shouldn't

Rock black Chuck Ts

Forget all those hidden relationship fees

Don't give a fuck

Distrust everything you KNOW,

Fuck anything good close

Never exhale anything but smoke

Cigarettes until death

Hair grow long to chest

And most important of all...

Tattoo yourself like a wall.

I might be an insomniac but I'm who I plan on being. Live lessons, discover reality if you unfortunately choose.

No Way.

Do you think its fair to deceive someone will simultaneously manipulating them into your own present wants?

Absolutely not.

That something I've just been stricken by recently, yet I do not lay down. I am finally in a period of moving exactly where I want to be in all good aspects of my life. This will not phase me, hurt me, nor change me at all because I'm headed forward. This is over, let's get into trouble elsewhere and see where it takes us.

"To make it clear, but you won't let go

and your words rip back when I tell you no!"

I'm headed elsewhere, back to her place to get wasted.

(If you haven't noticed this post is very The Answering Machine influenced)

On that note:

It's Over! It's Over! It's Over!

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In other News... Tuesday/Thursday classes continue to be my favorite each week. I haven't gone out either night but I currently enjoy the day time. Might snow tomorrow.... that would be entertaining. Until next time.... Eat Up!!!

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That was easy.

Attention!

Ladies and gentlemen, I here now pronounce my most recent dedication: I am growing my hair out. Why? Because the next year or so is the last time I'll be able to do something like this. The future holds working or more school, however currently I want to enjoy this moment now and achieve the most in potentially my last years in school.

I'm simply taking advantage of every moment I can you know?

What if?

Just got some song lyrics today, so enjoy:

"Calling all down-trotten spirits,

this night warrants a celebration of new merits

Speaking of victorious, I'd

define this day as glorious

With Deaf-defying stares,

I revisited her glares

Open my heart and you

realize the distance from my

mind, sensing the unkind

I now aim to defy."

"L’ Via

Durmiendo en paz
Abre los ojos
Todo cambiará "

~ The Mars Volta