Persevere

Well I finally hit my first rough patch last night. Couldn't maintain my composure in a miraculous scenario. I did the right thing tho. I persevere. And I will survive this, my previous self righteous suicide is simply continuing into a new plain. To fight the pain I play, and I play so loud I hurt myself more than anything can ever hurt me. If you think this is about me being upset about something then you'd be wrong. Its just like smashing a guitar when you blow you amp's tubes out because the volume is unstoppably loud; its just a way of expressing your self back to your center.

The Belvederes

The show tonight was best summed up in the words of Patterson Hood:

"Get ready to be deaf tonight mother fuckers!"

New Song I've been writing

This is a song I've been writing. Its fucking rough around the edges right now and sloppy but I'm hoping to polish it up soon. Need Smalls to come do the vocals, but the (working) lyrics are: (opps, i haven't figured out how to upload the audio.... so just wait)

You... Can't feel

Why I..... Shy away

But I knowwww

Fleeting things right through me now

Seeing when I used to know how

Saturday was the day

You wrecked me peacefully down

One take made meeeee

Eat my mouth...

Suddenly everything

Became so unclear without

What melts away

Creates my doubt

An anomaly fucked up me

so inconstantly profound

Probably reason be screamed

unstoppably loud

An anomaly fucked up me

so inconstantly profound

Probably reason be screamed

unstoppably loud

This song is about a terribly beautiful experience one recent Saturday Night. It sucks to fall into an abyss, but you always find a way to crawl or fly out of it and discover something self-righteous. Its about one time I'll never fucking forget for the rest of my life.

Audio with guitar, drums, and vocals to come.

Continuing on....

So, its already been a little time into my plan, I am still very enthusiastic about what I am accomplishing and growing into. Adhering to these stipulations will make me the best person I can be, and in doing so I will always remember the strength it took and how I rose to that standard and succeeded. I'm determined, even in these early days, and that determination grows as time passes.

Headed to the check out Patterson Hood and the Belvederes tonight at the Caledonia, will post later about the experience that show evokes.

So for now, good night and good luck.

Astonished

I think I'm in love with Alison Mosshart.....

yo

been a while.... all i got to say is fuck _ _ _ _ _! not happening.

Lost for the Weekend

Lost Weekend April 25, 2009 Recap:

Part one:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IC7TNmwzRPM

Part two:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iavy800lI_Q