Success

A Successful break in the books, and now its on to concentration and finals. I've found another method of expression, and am looking forward to emphasizing it to the maximum.

Jamming with old friends is so nostalgic and euphoric. It not only comforts the soul but eases the past. New ideas, new harmonies, and new styles all combine into absolute perfection. I've forgotten how great that feeling is, but was reminded about how amazing it progresses as time passes.

Moons got the Funk. Enough said right there.

Blew his brains out

"I killed Oscar, shot him in the head Put the gun in his mouth, watched his brains fly out
Saw my worries fade as the hole got bigger Solved all my problems with a trigger

I don't need forgiveness for my sins I don't need redemption for my sins
Got the satisfaction of a job well done with my own bare hands

Oscar Oscar was destroying me
I killed Oscar, burden lifted off of me
I killed Oscar now I'm happy happy happy
I killed Oscar before he killed me"

~ Patterson Hood

Simple

Just got a picture for you guys tonight.

Dance by the Moonlight

Its funny how people can confuse and interfere with situations. A costume hides what people really are, and even during halloween its all just an excuse. My life is a compilation of right and righteous. Determining which is best decides everything when it comes to making the correct moves. I believe I'm on a certain path, but even with small victories I debate what I am accomplishing is even necessary.

I'm surprised when I read into things. Situations occur for a reason, besides fate they happen with a necessity that evokes passion and the best out of me. Take tonight for instance, when an unpleasant and displeasing event occurred, I was originally agitated, however I took a moment to realize the significance Karma plays and understood immediately how that event would inevitably bring the best scenario and favoritism to my palette.

Life is a curved road, one that has its surprises that sometimes force you to break and act responsibly to appreciate the true meaning behind them.

So if,,,,,

If you think 21st birthdays are cool about getting shit faced.... well your wrong, go spend it with your little sister and you'll realize what life is about.

YES

Ladies and gentlemen.... A new chapter has now begun!

A New Perspective

Isn't life odd how a day to day basis supplies the mind with individual challenges and endless trivial rewards? Even the smallest examples infer great progress and development, even if one takes it all for granted?

I tried something cool and new this morning and yesterday. I went to my sister's horse show, and watched as she beautifully rode through her routes and rounds. A horse is a remarkable thing in its own, but to witness someone perform so perfectly, even without any placement or physical ribbon reward, is an accomplishment worthy of more notoriety than the original proposition. Despite hardships, enjoying one of life's simple pleasures brings great happiness. Although she doesn't bring home the ribbon, she gains the amazement of her family and her individual self, whether she accepts that or not.

I'm still learning into my own self, but to be able to take part in such an exceptional event simply describes the happiness I wish to attain for my own. Quietly put, I can't begin to describe the harmony and peace I observed today and yesterday. The achievements my sister has accomplished influence and inspire me to strive to be better. I tear up at the mere thought of how beautiful such peacefulness brings to one's inner circle; one's own personal smile and happiness.

Persevere

Well I finally hit my first rough patch last night. Couldn't maintain my composure in a miraculous scenario. I did the right thing tho. I persevere. And I will survive this, my previous self righteous suicide is simply continuing into a new plain. To fight the pain I play, and I play so loud I hurt myself more than anything can ever hurt me. If you think this is about me being upset about something then you'd be wrong. Its just like smashing a guitar when you blow you amp's tubes out because the volume is unstoppably loud; its just a way of expressing your self back to your center.

The Belvederes

The show tonight was best summed up in the words of Patterson Hood:

"Get ready to be deaf tonight mother fuckers!"

New Song I've been writing

This is a song I've been writing. Its fucking rough around the edges right now and sloppy but I'm hoping to polish it up soon. Need Smalls to come do the vocals, but the (working) lyrics are: (opps, i haven't figured out how to upload the audio.... so just wait)

You... Can't feel

Why I..... Shy away

But I knowwww

Fleeting things right through me now

Seeing when I used to know how

Saturday was the day

You wrecked me peacefully down

One take made meeeee

Eat my mouth...

Suddenly everything

Became so unclear without

What melts away

Creates my doubt

An anomaly fucked up me

so inconstantly profound

Probably reason be screamed

unstoppably loud

An anomaly fucked up me

so inconstantly profound

Probably reason be screamed

unstoppably loud

This song is about a terribly beautiful experience one recent Saturday Night. It sucks to fall into an abyss, but you always find a way to crawl or fly out of it and discover something self-righteous. Its about one time I'll never fucking forget for the rest of my life.

Audio with guitar, drums, and vocals to come.

Continuing on....

So, its already been a little time into my plan, I am still very enthusiastic about what I am accomplishing and growing into. Adhering to these stipulations will make me the best person I can be, and in doing so I will always remember the strength it took and how I rose to that standard and succeeded. I'm determined, even in these early days, and that determination grows as time passes.

Headed to the check out Patterson Hood and the Belvederes tonight at the Caledonia, will post later about the experience that show evokes.

So for now, good night and good luck.

Astonished

I think I'm in love with Alison Mosshart.....

yo

been a while.... all i got to say is fuck _ _ _ _ _! not happening.