Persevere

Well I finally hit my first rough patch last night. Couldn't maintain my composure in a miraculous scenario. I did the right thing tho. I persevere. And I will survive this, my previous self righteous suicide is simply continuing into a new plain. To fight the pain I play, and I play so loud I hurt myself more than anything can ever hurt me. If you think this is about me being upset about something then you'd be wrong. Its just like smashing a guitar when you blow you amp's tubes out because the volume is unstoppably loud; its just a way of expressing your self back to your center.